Monday 23 November 2015

WHY DID I GO ?

Hi !

Wait.

Wait, Let me rewind back into the reel of this cassette!
What cassette?

The flashback, the reminiscence.
They say, its "kismet" that pens down all happenstance.& so many amazing things happened to me!

Good amazing & bad amazing!

The good amazing? 
I entered a new chapter of life, I found a partner!
The bad amazing?
You know how a magnet gets detached & gets attached to the other piece of attraction?
I parted similarly with my folks! I feel the pinch at times. Its ugly you know! It hurts & I cant explain how bad. Its been a year now that i've hugged them !!!


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So, going down to the memory lane..
I lost touch with "thoughtsonmyplate" because, there was a need to attend some priorities over my personal preferences.

Fast Rewind <<< Joined airlines<Quit airlines<got engaged<got married<left country<moved into a new world<new life<ups<downs<goods<bad<love<hate<new job<left job<new job again<settling in still …
I left behind my old dresses, frills & socks, old books, the world of balloons & hopscotch !
I am in a world now of new adventures!
Everyday.

One day I experience a roller-coaster adrenaline rush down my spine, blasting with happy emotions.
Another day I feel glitches in my system! Tangled confusions. Waves of doleful feelings!
Maybe its just a hankering phase.

Yes.

And one has to keep going on neglecting the stupid, ugly knots sizzling in the brain.
And embrace the various seasons life has to offer. 
Count each blessing & wonder why they were bestowed on?
Live every minute for its gone, once its gone!

The other day I was wondering..
I mostly forget that I'm not immortal! I just have one beautiful canvas to paint till I am !
I dont want to sit & whine when I'm sixty five & regret not doing what I could.

I want to feel the joy-kicks.

Make a book of a thousand fantastic chapters … each displaying fulfilment  of my vague, off-beat intentions & ambitions !!!