Thursday, 28 June 2012

FRAZZLED & TUCKERED out..yet,I feel so ELATED!!!

I had baggy eyes this morning,I slept too late - at 4:00 !
So I had to wake up by sharp 5:00.
By 6:00 I was all ready to move out to leave for Delhi,my friend 'mona' was waiting for me at my gate {she had to come along for some different reasons}.We sat in the car & moved !

Mid way we halted at a random restaurant where we had some light breakfast !Mona wanted some chips and we also grabbed some pop corns.

Now continuing our journey..this girl took a short nap for around 15 min,while I continued with my music and admiring the sun rays outside !
It was awesome indeed :)

We entered Delhi & dropped my girlie at her destination.I went to my cousin's place from where another cousin picked me up [confusing :| ]
When I reached at my "another" cousin's place I saw my sister Buffing her pretty toe nails ... I threw my bag on the bed and grabbed a good glass of chilled orange tang !
After an hour or so ,it was time for my sister's vocal music class & her guru ji {teacher} arrived & after a few minutes I could hear "sa re ga ma....." (Do Re Me Fa ....) .. The musical was beautifully played by guruji on the Taanpura( An India instrument very similar to guitar)

In the meanwhile  I had a good chat with brother .. and soon it was time for him to go for some gymming !
While both my loves were unavailable , I tried to have a nice nap that while.

Half and hour later my sister woke me up and tole me to get ready.She wanted us to go to the near by market to grab some snacks & nick nacks !

We,when reached home,very late realised that the snacks we've got have been exchanged with some one else's order (omg) 
My brother came back & we went to that snack shop to clearify , but too late it was ... it said "CLOSED"

We got back home and freshened up , had some unhealthy food [ AS NOW I'AM PRETTY OKAY :) ]
Now , tomorrow morning I'll be leaving for Pink City (JAIPUR,RAJASTHAN).. with sister dear.

I'am all ready to meet my favorite aunt ( cousin's mom )

Waiting for tomorrow .. i hope for something really ecstatic and enchanting coming my way :)


Wednesday, 27 June 2012


There are times when you just need only one being with you & that is you , yourself !
No one can get you going but you ! Everyone will just let you down , under estimate you  , will give you unhealthy criticism .. but your shoulders don't have to droop down.
 This , with me , happens often.Happened today too.
Earlier I just sobbed in a dark corner.
But a soul,very close to my heart  geared me up one sudden moment !

She left me years ago .. but she reminds of my strength everyday and night !
She lightens my face with courage and energy,telling me I have to keep fighting ..
There's no harm in showing concern for people who don't understand you , one day they will .
There's no point in passing a smile at a being who doesn't " give a damn " , one day they will .

So , I'am learning.
let go off things & situations which just give me pain & let me down.
think twice before hurting anyone
get going in every phase ...

Tuesday, 26 June 2012


I , since the very open of my eyes this morning , have been very emotionally uncertain ..
Unlike everyday .. today I wasn't clear about what I want ?!

I felt Grudge towards some old relations

I felt Excited about some new projects

I felt Charismatic about some people who have motivated me & inspired me

I felt Regret towards undone tasks & "let go" opportunities

I felt Hope for a New Turn in my life .. a new Dawn
                                                                                   My directions are yet to be decided upon !
I need to be more & more Erudite to Judge people & their motives !

Monday, 25 June 2012


When I woke up this morning , I didn't feel the same choked breath as i was feeling since past 6-7 days !
was it something within me ?? or did the medicines work ? well - whatever !
I feel so great :)
The heavy felt sickness inside me seems to be all going away "yayy" ...
Slowly ... from all the sweet milky things i'am shifting onto something a lil more tastier & salty now { maybe a lil spicier from tomorrow ? } ;)

So i didn't do anything much of today .. me & my sister had a plan to watch the " random rebirth love story " movie today .. but the luck didn't work i guess.
we have plans for tomorrow ! lets see !

My prayers for my friend are always with him
Hope everything gets well & in his family's favor

I look forward to something good tomorrow .. a good news .. a good meal .. anything nice !

Sunday, 24 June 2012

Just another Day !

Hi people !
These few hours have not been so very good without "Food" !
I am missing all the Good Juices , Peppy Cheeses , Spicy Savouries and all my Best Flavours !
Well,cant help it now yeah ?! Just a few more days to go *hopefully* :)
My friend Tanya- meaning "very beautiful" (*in french*) is here ... getting her skin pampered at my mom's bridal studio :) we are discussing the flop flick she watched yesterday - which describes 2 people in love,who thrice have a rebirth in different castes & religions !! *too much romance* &* too much typically bollywood *

I here sit right in front of the window of my room ... with a water bottle besides me .. where I also read various random *meaning nothing* stupid and vague Tweets & where I chat with my best brother (cousin) named "Sahil" - meaning * Deep tranquiled Shore of the Sea * ( how serene it is ! ) ... He waits for me to visit him soon !!
We have so much to discuss about { Just about nothing actually }

I have nothing much to describe as of now :)
It feels great to sit at the corner of my room ..thinking & analysing my own thoughts !

Saturday, 23 June 2012

Hopes all the way :)

So , last night was horrible ! I could see some amazing food all around me - but felt helpless as i couldnt eat a thing at all !! ( clogged foodpipe) :(
( I sobbed too , a lot actually ) I'am so fed up of just having cold milky stuff !! eeks !!
Today my sister's friend is here - she is Indian , but looks like a typical  blonde ... she looks beautiful ! ...
I dreamt last night of all my family people singing and playing a musical game .. and guess what ?! Today morning i got to know one of my cousins is planning to join a vocal music class !!

The ceiling of my room is too boring to stare at .. and the books i love dont seem nice any more !
I'am done with my designs ..{I plan to start with my own  work of Wedding Designing }and waiting for myself to get a li'l better and go to meet Mr. Chaitanya - my design executor ! ... I hope to nicely collaborate with him and get some awesome business opportunities :)

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Thursday, 21 June 2012

Well ! since many days I did not keep my viewers posted about whats going on in here ?!!
My soul sister went back to U.S. ! i miss her so much !
one of My Friends is so not in a good condition - and i keep praying all the time for the well being of  him and his family !
I havnt been keeping well since a very long time .. My doc does not allow me my fav food any more .. as now am suffering from " acute Oesophagitis " - which means i'l be having only Cold Custards & Chilled Yogurts for a very long time now !! I hope to get well really soon .. as i have to go to Delhi to manage a few fashion exhibitions ! & I miss my fav food !